1 year ago :')

you're the only reason, why until now I can not accept someone new to my heart. because you're the one who gives the deepest wounds that still can be felt and probably will become my fears. many times I try to open the heart, always I'll remember it all. and I think it is the biggest obstacle.
you remember ??
7august09 di tengah lapangan basket..you say love me. and it became our day! :(
yahh semua bermula di hari itu kannn..
there are tears, laughter, hard, happy, sad, we promise, always together. remember the doll? fried rice? omelette? all I still remember, all I still keep..
dan inget tanggal 1desember09 ??? iya semua nya berakhir gitu aja,tanpa aku tau jelas alesan pasti nya apa. yang lama-kelamaan aku tau trnyataa kamu milih dia dibanding aku .aku g pernah benci kamu, marah pun aku gaak. di pikiran aku dulu aku cuma pengen hati kamy kebuka dan mikir syapa yg lebih pantes. dann inget tanggal 17desember09 ?? yeahh its ypur celebrate day :')
masih di smpen g yaa suneo ny ?? surat ny ?? gantungan hp ny ? ak g tw..
berhari-hari, berbulan bulannn dan smpe setahun trnyataa hati kmu t g mgkin bisa kebuka. dan mungkin ini saatnya aku harus move on !!!! aku harus ngelupain semua luka yg udah dikasihh kalo ak gini trus kpn bisa bangkit ya ? dia aj mgkin udah lupaa :)
aku aj udah gtw kabarnya gimana skrg hmmm.. aku g berharap kok kita bsa sama sama kyak dlu lg..it's because I'm not ready to hurt the second time.
aku cuma pengen ngomong

hi apakabar ? :)