christmas

Christmas soon arrived. tomorrow we will celebrate the day. but none the less, my brother did not come here to celebrate it together. I hope Christmas this year bring blessings and peace. God comes to us. happy white christmas ;)

a whole new world

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

i really love this song

true love

i got it from tumblr.



Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren’t you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that’s all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did we do in math today?
Boy: You didn’t miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Ok, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question…
Boy: Ok, ask away.
Girl: ….how much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah…
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all.
Girl: …how much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried*.Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything’s fine…
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay…I hope so.
Girl: ……….would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you anyday, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Anyday. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I’m fine. You’re fine. We’re fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: ……okay.
Girl: ….well, I have to go. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I LOVE YOU!
Girl: Yeah…I love you, too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL.
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn’t here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don’t know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to english. I’ll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to science. Later.


THAT NIGHT.
-ring-
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hi.
Boy: Why weren’t you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: ……..um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright…………I love you.
#very long pause#
Girl: *with a tear in her eye* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What!?
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why??
Girl: I love you.
#click#
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey…have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you…
Boy: dude, what the hell just tell me!
Friend: Uh….call this number…433-555-3468
Boy: Ok…


BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL.
-ring-
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Beckham.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
(boy gives info)
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened??? How is she???
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED!?!?
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!


#dial tone#
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are u okay??
Girl: ………………
Boy: Sweetie!! Talk to me!!
Girl: I……….
Boy: You what?? YOU WHAT???
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They’re taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why??
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me????
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: …?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be here with you
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.


The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.


NEXT DAY.
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID: “I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”

say thanks to god ;)

always be grateful to what God has given.
I do not have many friends, but I'm grateful for having them that is always there.
I do not have that special someone, but I have those who think is special.
I do not have a lot of treasure, but I still have them as the most beautiful treasures.
I does not have a pretty face, but I'm grateful to have a normal physical.
I do not have a beautiful body, but I'm grateful to have a healthy body.

thank god for the gift. I really thank
love

my guardian angel-sabrina

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

imissMADU !!

hari kamis awalny cuma dimulai sm yg nma ny TEST!!! . trus brlnjut sm chat" yg mgkn agak kurang g pnting kali yuahhh.. cerita hantu lahh, sok care lahh,slg ngatain. eh lanjut sampe besoknyaa.. inget g kamu panggil aku "my guardian angel" . ak jg ngatain kamu "setan bertanduk' aaahhh missmissmiss :( !!
sampe akhrnyaa kamu yng ngajak aku buat nonton, yaa awalny smpet agak ragu dn awalny jg ampir gajadi soalny ak ad acara sm temen, tp gtw knapa kmu niat bener buat nganterin hmmm.. stelah pertimbangan ini dan ituu. akhr nya malem minggu kamu jemput dirumah , dan kamu jg smpet nyasar malah :p jam 7 smoe dirumah dan langsung melesat k tmpat makan. hihih
spnjg jalan ngbrol, dan I feel comfortable near you :( .. iya udh smpe disaanaa kmu psen nasi goreng bbek baka, strwberry milkshake,air putih. dan aku nasi foreng ayam bakar, air putih. dan kmu kan yg psenin aku strwbrrry mlkshake ? hmmm
smbil nggu psenan eh kmu ny diemm, dtnya knapaa.. trnyataa lg g enak sm tmen kelas ny soalny g dtg k acara klas, dan kmu mnta tmenin abs plg makan. ooke sia[ deh :D
pesenan dateng...........................................................................................dan slesai makan
sesuai janji, kalo ak makan g abis, ak harus traktir . brhbung lg krisissss ak vba buat abisin, tp g sanggup . mgkn kasian kali yaa dy liat ak udah kenyang stgh idup .jd dy ngomong "jngan dpksa kalo kenyang" senyum lebarr dan menang "oke :D"
oke abs makan melesat ke daerah kampus tmpt tmen .dia nyuruh ak tnggu mobil, iyalaahh ak jg g kenal sm tmen diaa. sekitar %mnt d mobil, g lma tmen ny dtg dan nyruh turun .oh god awalny gmw, malu krn g kenal. tp krn dpaksaa jd yaaa turuunn.. aduh bru turun lgsg di sorakin x_x
hmm sekitar 15 mnt dsanaa. kita pulang. yaa djalan dy nnys "blm dtlfon sruh pulang ?" "blm. kan sdh tw prg ny sm syp"
dperjalanann smpe jg drumahh. oke say goodbye and thanks ;)
gtw knp snneng bner sumpah hehe.. ak mulai chat dy buat blg makasih. wkt dy drumah bru dnles dann vhat trus smpe tiur hhe.. bsok paginya pun lnjut chat donggg smpe k malem nya. dan ad yg sdkit beda wktu malem" nyaaa.. iy kita ngomongin masalah perasaan masing masing

G:dtw ahh ak mls pcrn. oh iy kw dkboleh jauh ye dr aku !
Y:loh knp ? kw syg e sm aku ?
G:is kok kw nnyo cktu lgsg ? aneh nn !!!
Y:jwb dluu !
G:aydah men syg ngp men idk ngp cubo ?
Y:y jawabbb
G:ladies first hoy !
Y:iy laies first yg jwb dluan
G:ahh syg kan byk bntuk nyo
Y:kw syg sm ak bntuk ap ?
G:bntuk bulet !!
Y:ysdhlah kw dk syg sm aku
G:loh emg kw syg sm aku ?
Y:ngpoi djwab? kw dk syg jg
G:enyek" !
Y:iy aku syg.
G:dlm bntuk ap ??
Y:emg ad bntuk ap ??
G:syg kk, syg adek,syg tuham, syg kwann, ♥
Y:jlek glo plihan kw, ysd yg trkhr bae.
G:ah kw nihh ciee kw syg sm akuu..
.................. byk chatan lain daannnn dy smpt ngomg
"iy kalo nk rame d kuburann saayaaannnggg"
"ysdlah nice dream madu" smpet g ngerti ap it madu stelah dpkir trnyataaa
":*: dan ak jawab "kw nh kanji deh ciumcium !!!"

yaa dann abs chat yg ckup bwt ak snng ak tdurr hhi..
oh iy satu lgi ak igt dy prnh ngomg "iy ak janji dk ninggali kw dwean. ak tmeni kw oy" :(
tp smnjak chat smalem smuanyaa kok bedaa, smua nya jauhh daaannnn makin hari makin lost contact. ssekali chat tp udh g seasik dlu :( dannn stts dia pun prnah nama cwek aaaahhhhhh :'(
dan smpe skr aku kgn maduuuu !!! madu madu maduuu !!!yogkar :(

1 year ago :')

you're the only reason, why until now I can not accept someone new to my heart. because you're the one who gives the deepest wounds that still can be felt and probably will become my fears. many times I try to open the heart, always I'll remember it all. and I think it is the biggest obstacle.
you remember ??
7august09 di tengah lapangan basket..you say love me. and it became our day! :(
yahh semua bermula di hari itu kannn..
there are tears, laughter, hard, happy, sad, we promise, always together. remember the doll? fried rice? omelette? all I still remember, all I still keep..
dan inget tanggal 1desember09 ??? iya semua nya berakhir gitu aja,tanpa aku tau jelas alesan pasti nya apa. yang lama-kelamaan aku tau trnyataa kamu milih dia dibanding aku .aku g pernah benci kamu, marah pun aku gaak. di pikiran aku dulu aku cuma pengen hati kamy kebuka dan mikir syapa yg lebih pantes. dann inget tanggal 17desember09 ?? yeahh its ypur celebrate day :')
masih di smpen g yaa suneo ny ?? surat ny ?? gantungan hp ny ? ak g tw..
berhari-hari, berbulan bulannn dan smpe setahun trnyataa hati kmu t g mgkin bisa kebuka. dan mungkin ini saatnya aku harus move on !!!! aku harus ngelupain semua luka yg udah dikasihh kalo ak gini trus kpn bisa bangkit ya ? dia aj mgkin udah lupaa :)
aku aj udah gtw kabarnya gimana skrg hmmm.. aku g berharap kok kita bsa sama sama kyak dlu lg..it's because I'm not ready to hurt the second time.
aku cuma pengen ngomong

hi apakabar ? :)

exam slowly killing me!

first day..
first entered the room of 16, quite surprised when I saw the seat position. I was sitting front of teachers!! x_x semua pikiran campur adukk, mau nangiss krn takut gbisa nyontekk aarrggg !!
oke kejer waktu belajar mtk !! siap siap buat rumus kecil d kotak pensil buat jaga jaga :p
daaannnnnn ulangan dimulai :x
wkt kertas diliaaat !!!
ihwawwwww is it poison ?? HELL !
cuma bisa berhrap keajaiban dtg, atauu ada kertas trun dr atass yg isinya jawabann x_x
trnyata tuha baik, guru pengawas baik bak malaikattt ;;)
"kenapa kalian bisik-bisikkk ?? jelas jugo idak. tulis d kertas bru kasih k kawann B)" nah in bru nm ny guru pngrtiannn :* ahahhaa
g ragu buatt nanyyaaa. tolej kiri kanann belakang donn g sia siain ksmpetan emasss xixix
satu per satu racun pun terjawab sudahh
tadaaaaa siap kumpul.
say thnx a lot yaaa buat bu agustina ku tralalaaalililiiii ;;)

wish me luck for tomorrow guys .

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